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Ohhh Wooby :) [ Tuesday February 7th 2006 @ 9:40pm] [ mood | tired ] Omg....i havent been on livejournal in forever...they changed some things since the last time ive been on it. All i want to say is: I Miss My Friend :( 2 &comment

[ Wednesday October 12th 2005 @ 9:10pm] [ mood | chipper ] .::. More Than Useless.::. I def. had nothing to do tonite....no homework (yes!!) and cheer practice was only an hour long...so im def. at the boredom stage right now. Schools pretty much gay...i do absolutly nothing my first 3 hours. Lunch is fun...steph and i always come to my house and eat...good times good times. 4-6th hours are lame. I have no friends in any of my classes really. I talk to people...but i just wouldnt hang out with those people outside of schoo yah know? So this weekend is the big MV and SC game. I really have no idea what the outcome will be seeing how last fridays game totally sucked...we lost to Centerline by one point on our own homecoming.  But yeah some crazy things went fown at that game with the Centerline bus driver...he got taken to jail bc #1 he drove the bus to the game drunk #2 he had a gun (unloaded) and was waving it to the Centerline coach threatening him to play his nephew....how ghetto! Anyways...im done with this update..i have an e-mail to write   I love my Trevor Hale!! Jen 1 &comment

... [ Sunday October 2nd 2005 @ 9:44pm] [ mood | i miss my baby ] [ music | mixed songs ] Havent updated in a while...but i never keep up with this thing anymore. Things are def. crazy right now, but when arent they...right? This week is Homecoming week. So hopefully it will go by fast. I'm so excited to spend the weekend with my boy...i miss him s0o0o friggin much. It sucks that he's gone all the time, but you get over it i guess. YAY for SC Football!! I'm so proud of them...6-0...undefeated...and beating Marine City..AMAZING! I love you boys!! Keep it up! Well i really have nothing to say. I'm really pupmed for my cousins wedding in November...its in Frankenmuth so the reception is at the Bavarian Inn...kinda cool. And im making Trevor go with me so itll be a good time. And Tony Rheiner is the greatest guy in the world and i'm so happy that Sarah is marrying him. WOOHOO!!! Hopefully ill be going up to CMU over Halloween weekend or whatever...i really hope Britt's parents let her go...or Laurens...cuz i dont think my rents will let me go by myself... I have nothing more to say. It'd be cool if ya'll sent me some e-mails...wink wink....cuz e-mails are lovely..lol! *Jen &comment

[ Wednesday September 14th 2005 @ 3:58pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | fall out boy of course! ] I slept with someone in fallout boy and all i got was this stupid song.... Yeah so i guess things have been pretty good. I dont even know why im updating right now actually.We def. need to go grochery shopping at my house cuz we have a whole lotta nothing to eat here. School has been about as stupid as usual.  My first three classes are blow offs...! I had to wear the pregant belly for parent and child yesterday...that was a real trip. not the funnest thing ive ever done. Lyndsay put pictures in her LJ from when we went to Paw Paw last weekend for Laura's wedding. The one of me "humping" the bed is great...ahaha...i didnt even mean to make that face....we were being a little crazy. I heart taking pictures tho.I 'm bummed that my camera died tho, so sorry Aaron that i didnt get any pictures for you....but ill def. get some at Sarah's wedding...thatll be AMAZING..i cant wait! I dont blame you for being you, but you cant blame me for hating it!! Trev and i are doing good considering the circumstances..lol...im proud of him..muahaha! But i get to go up and see him next weekend with beth so that should be F-U-N fun!!! Dance Dance...im out:) xoxo Jen &comment

[ Monday August 22nd 2005 @ 3:35pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | boy meets world ] .::.It's always better when we're together.::. I guess i havent been too good about updating this thing lately. I suppose im not into the whole spealing your whole life story online for anyone to read anymore. But at this moment i have nothing better to do. Only one more week of summer left. Damn it flew by fast. I had some very good times...Cedar Point, Hanging out with Trevor...and even our breakup was eventful...it made me realize many things...i even enjoyed going to cheer practice every morning...even tho i say i hated it...working at big Boys and meeting crazy new people from Marysville. Hmmm....last night i was with Stacey and Joey and Erin because it was Stacey's birthday....and that was like the 5th time her and i had hung out all summer. I feel like ive become distant from all of my good friends...i dont regret it, i just hope they dont hate me because of it. Trevor left for college last Saturday...it hasnt been all that hard yet seeing how he calls like 5 times a day. It'll prolly get harder once he actually starts going to school and meeting new people and going to parties and stuff...he wont have time to call. He comes home on Wednesday tho because his brothers wedding is this weekend.  This whole college thing really scares me. He tells me not to worry and that he's the one that should be worring..because he claims to think that some guy is going to take me away from him...yeah right. I'll be pretty excited when he comes home for football games and such...i love football games! My rents are being gay and say they won't let me go up to Central to visit him. My mom says that if him and i were meant to be then i shouldn't have to go up there every few weekends to make our relationship stay alive or however she said it. I guess she's right...i dont know. It'd be pretty cool if i could tho. Well i guess thats all for now...im gunna go lay down...ive been feeling sick all day...hopefully it aint Jamal..haha j/k xoxo Jen p.s.    you def. need some trees &comment

Fucking Crazy I Tell Ya [ Wednesday August 17th 2005 @ 10:56pm] [ mood | blah ] Man oh Man...craziness, thats what my life consists of. Seriously...so much has gone down, i dont even know what to write about. I guess all i really want to say is im sorry to anyone whom i have hurt in the past few days. And i feel really bad about what happend between Trevor and Kyle...if you want to blaim me for losing your "best friend" or whatever he was to you, then so be it. But i didnt make the decision for him to not like you anymore. And i def. didn't want him to fight you. I think fighting is stupid. I honestly can't believe he fought you because of me. Well the past is in the past and i can't change anything that has happend. All i can do is say how sorry i am because all of this has been really immature and stupid but whatever. xoxo Jen &comment

[ Saturday July 30th 2005 @ 10:54pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | fall out boy...what else?!?! ] Is this more than you've bargained for yet?!?!   Well, isnt everything just lovely? Craziness fer sure. The rents left wednesday evening sometime..i dont even know because i had to work that nihgt...blah. While i was at work tho Kyle and Josh came in. It was nice seeing people i actually knew. So i talked to them for a few min's then my manager told me i could leave since it was like 9:30ish and there were about a whole 3 or 4 tables in there. So i went and sat with Kyle and Josh for a while and then....what do you know..Lyndsay and Stephen came in...woulda never guessed that! Lol, so then i left...chilled at home by myself for a little ibt. Then Trevor called and said he couldnt hang out...Grr. So i called up Kyle and Josh...so they came over with their friend Frank Mizoni...remember him? He use to go to SC back in like 8th grade or so...funny kid. So at like 2:30 Josh took Frank home and then came back...so Kyle and Josh hung out at my house til like 6:30am when i had to get up and go to cheerleading practice...ughh! Then on thursday i think Trevor and i hung out all day...we went to Sawmill City and played putt putt, and i def. beat him...only by one point tho. but i so got two hole in ones! Go Jen!!! Then he did the batting cages. And there was this little boy watching him and he was like "whoa" and like in awe of Trev i guess...it was so cute. Lol. Then Trev and i went and jumped in the river...and it was cloudy out so the water was really dark...and we def. jumped in a shallow spot...so i hit the bottom..ahaha...and scrapped up my foot and stuff... and of course nothing happened to Trev cuz he said he knew it was shallow and he kept himself up..HELLO...WHY DIDNT YOU SHARE THAT LOVELY INFORMATION WITH ME?!?! Oh well...its cool now. Yeah so then we ate lunch and we watched Constantien (which is a pretty good movie by the way)....then we went out to the movies (dont ask why we went and saw a movie after we already watched one...cuz i dont know!) and we saw The Devils Rejects...which was alright if you like blood and guts and lots of killing and nasty stuff like that. So then we wanted to go to Nedic's to swim and stuff but my rents were being gay and owuldnt let me...OH WAIT!! This wasnt thursday that we did all this...that was tuesday...hmm then i wonder what i did on thursday...i forgot. Hahah.Well on friday Trev and i def. did hang out all day. We made sandwiches...and stuff and then went down to the boardwalk with my dog and had ourselves a lil picnic..it was cute...Lol. Then we jus hung out at his house for a while...and then went to dinner at Pepper Joes and got ice cream at Londons and we saw Marta and Matt there so we ate with them! Good Times.  Then i went home cuz he was going to hang out with the boys. So i went to bed at like 11ish and didnt wake up till 11:30 this morning....that was some much needed sleep. Oh yess i remember thursday now. I did hang out with Trevor that day too...he came over for a little bit b4 he had to go to work. Then i went to the movie on the park thing at the park in Marysville with Stephen and Lyndsay in Stephens brand new red mustand convertible...awesome! And we met Kyle and Dave there so we sat with them and all their other friends....the movie was gay so we left a lil b4 11. Then when i got home Trevor called so he came over, and he was talking to Kyle online and they started shit...and then they wanted to fight eachother so Trev called up his ppl and they all came over to my house...prolly around 15-20 ppl...and the guys from Marysville never showed...oh well. So now Kyle's mad at me...Grr...and he wont even tlak to me anymore. but Trevor wanting to fight him has nothing to do with me. Kyle even said himself that he wanted to fight Trevor b4 soo whatever. Yeah so that was a crazy night. Trev stayed til around 2...then i kicked him out...def. had to be up at 6:30 for cheer practice again...ughhh! And now i think i have a bladder infection..eww. Haha. Welp im def. going to bed...i had to work tonight..and im really frickin tired. Miss you Kyle... xoxo Jen   &comment

I just dont know what i truely want anymore... [ Friday July 22nd 2005 @ 12:33am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | -I hope you dance- ] It's been so crazy lately....im not gunna lie. Monday i had to work at good ole Big Boys....it stormed/rained while i was there. I was really hoping that the power would go out and i would get to go home early but that didnt happen. Kyle, Lyndsay and Josh came in to visit me. That was the first time that i met Kyle. That night i hung out with Zack....we watched Coach Carter at his house. Tuesday Lyndsay and i went to Kyle's and Josh and Dave were there so we all just hung out for a little bit. Then Lyndsay, Josh, Kyle and i all came back to my house and hung out. Then Lyndsay went over to Holly's so Josh, Kyle and i went to Birchwood to see a movie. After that Josh dropped Kyle off at home and we went to Holly's and just talked and stuff. Josh and Pickle went streaking down Clinton...funny shit. On wednesday Zack and i went putt putt golfing at Sawmill...good times. Then we went swimming in his pool and Chad and Ryan stopped by for a little bit. After that Kyle wanted me to go to his house and hang out so i did. And his friend Jordan was over too. Kyle and i jus basically watched t.v...i got bored...so i left. Hmm and then today i didnt do anything worth writing about in here. Trevor called tho. And that def. put me in a much happier mood. We plan on going to the beach tomorrow. And i know that so many people (including my rents) will be very upset about that. But i just cant help myself. Lol... Tomorrow night is boat night...i want to go and who knows what boy ill end up going with... I dont like hanging out with so many guys...i feel like im constantly hurting one of them by being with a different one even tho im not "with" or "dating"  any of them....we jus be "chillin"...haha. I guess i just want one boy...but not just any boy...who knows whats gunna happen...hopefully something great! Goodnight xoxo .::.Jen.::. &comment

[ Wednesday July 20th 2005 @ 9:46pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | random shit... ] Ive got it all but i feel so deprieved  I go up and come down And im emptier inside Tell me what is this thing that im missing And tell me why can't i let it go..... There's gotta be more to life, Than chasing down every temporary high, To satisfy me Cuz the more that i... Trippin up thinkin that there must be more to life, Well theres life but im sure there's gotta be more...wanting more. I've got the time, And im wasting it slowly, Here in this moment im half way out the door, On to the next thing im searching , For something that's missing. There's gotta be more to life, Than chasing down every temporary high, To satisfy me. Cuz the more that i, Trippin up thinking  there must be more to life Well theres life, but im sure theres gotta be more....im wanting more. I'm always waiting on something better than this Why am i feeling like theres something i'm missing?   I just wish things could go back to the way they use to be...i miss you and you probably don't even realize it :( &comment

[ Sunday July 17th 2005 @ 11:49pm] [ mood | chipper ] .::. Living life might mean taking risks but they're worth taking .::.   This weekend was alright. I totally forgot what i did on friday ngiht tho...i dont know why i can't remember that ngiht..hmm. Anyways. Saturday i had to work but i got out at like 9ish...then Steve,Joe, Lynds and i all went to see Willy Wonka...it was crazy weird. Haha...good times, then we all jus hung out here til like 2 in the morning. Then today i had to go grochry shopping for my mom so lynds and i went to Meijers...and then we went to the boardwalk with Chris, Matt and Gina and jumped in the river...and then i had like 15 mins to get ready cuz i went and saw Wedding Crashers ( which was really good and funny!) with Fred....and my dad wasnt too pleased about that when i got home...but hey it was a free movie for me...so whatever...its not like im dating the kid. Yeah so now im jus sitting here talking to Blake and John online. I decided not to call Jaymie back (Sorry!) cuz i really didnt feel like hanging out with them tonight. And i didnt feel like goin to Joey's for a bon fire with him Erin and Stacey either so i jus stayed home and listened to music and wrote a few e-mails and such. Who knows what this week will bring. No cheer for 7 days....yess i finally get to sleep in for once!! Tomorrow i might go play tennis with Stace...that'll be abalst..lmao. Welp...lots of ppl online now so im out..haha xoxo .::.Jen.::. &comment

I hate this life [ Wednesday July 13th 2005 @ 10:45pm] [ mood | nauseated ] I feel like throwing up right now. I've been feeling like that alot lately. Like this morning at cheerleading practice...i thought i was gunna spew everywhere...i dont know whats going on with me. I dont feel like updating anymore...maybe in a lil while &comment

[ Monday July 11th 2005 @ 5:00pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | fall out boy ] I'm good to go, and im going no where fast...   Aghhh....today has been pretty sucky i guess. I'm def. single now. Not too sure what to think. I guess im just not ready to let him go yet....it came too sudden but who knows its prolly for the best since he's goin off to college. Oh well, i know we will still be friends..hopefully. Im glad i have really supportive friends..Steph, Casey, Lynds, John, and a few select others...thanks guys!! Anyways...Steph and i are going to hang out tonight..muahaha...and we all know what that means! WooHoo.... Well i feel like im gunna barf :( So im out -Jen 3 &comment

Crazy For You [ Sunday July 10th 2005 @ 11:01pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | tearin up my heart-nsync ] CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE 1. What's your name: Jen 2. How tall are you: 5'7 3. What color are your eyes: brown 4. What color is your hair: brown with blondish highlights 5. Are you Male or Female: female 6. What is your best feature (physically): i dont even know 7. What's your shoe size: 9 8. Glasses, yes or no: yes...but i wear my contacts..lol.. 9. Did you ever have braces: yeah in 4th grade for like 6 months...such a waste of money 10. On a typical day you are wearing: shorts and a tank top 11. When you go to bed you're wearing: nothing! haha...a tank top...idk 12. You work out/exercise about how often: i run at cheer practice everyday...and occasionally i will run/workout at home...but i should prolly be doin that more CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC 1. Name five of your favorite bands: Relient K, i dont even know what i listen to anymore 2. Name five of your favorite singers: Ryan cabrera, Jessica Simpson, Ashlee Simpson, ----- 3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: idk 4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now: ummm i dont have a clue 5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago: I dont know either.. 6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: 95.5, 102.7, 99.5, and 104.3...gotta love the oldies! 7. What's the last CD you bought: uhmmm...good question im not even sure 8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: mix 9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: istill listen to old school nsync, bsb, britney spears and cristina aguilera...haha 10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: thats a hard one 11. Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand: idk 12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: --- CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION 1. Name your favorite actor: Adam Sandler 2. Name your favorite actress: Rachel McAdams, Drew Barrymoore, Reese Witherspoon 3. Name your favorite television show right now: Real World 4. Name five movies you've recently seen: The Longest Yard, Hitch, Boogyman, Meet the fockers, Superstar 5. Your favorite canceled television show: WONDER YEARS! 7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on: idk 8. You would never watch a movie with: out my friends...or someone else to watch it with..haha 9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: popcorn and pepsi 10. Three favorite tv channels: MTV, Lifetime, ABC Family 11. Favorite reality show: Real World 12. Favorite character on a reality show: Kristen on laguna CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATIONM (Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:) 1. coffee: big boys 2. dog: eddie:) 3. slut: no comment 4. candy: mmm 5. pole: flag 6. ocean: refreshing 7. brave: heart 8. loving: my rents 9. hypocrite: everyone 10. death: scary 11. life: not long enough 12. child: cRaZy CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE 1. Are you currently in a relationship: yeahh:) 2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: interested... 3. Are you a virgin: nahh 4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: --- 5. How many times have you been "in love": not sure 6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: --- 7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: fit body, muscles, teeth 8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: sense of humor, honest, and trustworthy 9. Biggest turn offs include: yellow teeth, a guy whose always jealous, control freak 10. Your ideal date would be: hmmm...going to the beach at night and...yeahh hahah 11. You want to get married, where, when, how: on the beach...in the summer...dont know where 12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: not sure CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS (of your friends, who would you say is:) 1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: Stacey or Stephanie 2. The most rational: stacey 3. The funniest: steph 4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: steph 5. The craziest (but in a good way): steph 6. The most honest: leah 7. The purest: leah 8. The smartest: erin 9. The most athletic: umm christina since she dances i guess...lol 10. The most compassionate: meggan? haha idk 11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: dont even know 12. The last one that said "i love you": trevor:) THE CORE 1. If you could say one thing to one person, but you've been to afraid to say it, what would it be (you don't have to give their name): ive got nothin! 3 &comment

[ Saturday July 9th 2005 @ 12:57am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | do you really want to know?!? ] Love for FUN!   Well hasnt today just been quite lovely. I woke up to the phone ringing....yeap..it was trevor...lol. So him and i hung out for a lil bit before i had to go to work at big boys. Today was my first day, and there wasnt anyone there to train me....grrr. So i had to follow around a manager...how gay...but he was cool so it was alright. I hate having to take water and coffee around tho, i feel like im bugging the people. Some of the customers are real dicks and bitches. Gosh...they make me mad! Atleast i got out early tho...my feet were killing me. Hopefully tomorrow will be a good time....muaaahahha!! Trevor came over tonight again....go figure. We jus "chilled" for a little bit. Nothing too exciting i guess. I dont know what else to talk about. &comment

My weakness is that i care too much [ Thursday July 7th 2005 @ 5:53pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Relient K...i so hate consequences ] .::. I WANNA BE WITH YOU .::. TEN Random Things About Me::: 1. Fall Out Boy makes everything wonderful again 2. I go rollerblading...to MC when im mad 3. I love water...i even have dreams about it....weird..i know! 4.  Thuderstorms make me happy 5.  Rain at night makes me happier tho! 6.  Bubblicious is my favorite...but sugar free please :) Can't be  rotting my pearly whites! 7. I love taking showers 8. I have zero dollars right now :( 9. I got a job at Big Boys and i start tomorrow....yay! 10.  I like to sing Ashlee Simpson really loud...with Lyndsay...lmao NINE Places I've Visited::: 1. Florida 2. Caseville 3. Georgia..haha 5. Cedar Point 6. Frankenmuth 7. Tawas City 8.  If i could remember i would tell you..... 9. --- EIGHT things I want to do before I die::: 1. Fall in love 2. Get married 3. Have children 4. Bungee Jump 5. Sky Dive 6.  Go to College 7. Date someone famous...lmao...idk 8. --- SEVEN Ways to win my heart::: 1. Make me Laugh 2. Like me for me 3. Be honest and trustworthy 4. Be ridiculously goodlooking..lol 5. Pay attention to me...haha 6. Buy me things like diamond rings....lol, j/k...it rhymes! 7. i cant think of anything else...its summer vacation ppl SIX things I believe in::: 1. God 2. Myself 3. My Family 4. My Friends 5. Love 6. Life FIVE Things I'm afraid of::: 1.  Dieing 2.  Being attacked when walking alone at night 3.  Someone coming into my bedroom at night 4. Sleeping with my bedroom windows open 5. The dark...lol FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom::: 1. Bed 2. Phone 3. C.D. Player 4.  Hair Straightner THREE Things I do everyday::: 1. Socialize 2. Sleep 3. Eat TWO Things I am trying not to do right now::: 1. Think about certain things 2. ---- ONE Person I want to see right now::: 1. Trevor :) &comment

Kinds of Sadness [ Wednesday July 6th 2005 @ 12:01pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Ryan Cabrera ] Today was the first day back to cheer since before 4th of july weekend. It was hell pretty much. I hate conditioning, and its so damn hot. I dont wanna complain about it anymore so i think ill stop there. So i came home from cheer and the worker dudes are in my house again today. Hopefully they will leave soon so i can eat lunch. They were really creepy earlier...but ive been sittin in the kitchen for a lil bit writin this and they are working in the kitchen...ish...and they keep making me laugh...and then they give me weird looks when i laugh at them. The old guy was singing...it was great. Besides that nothing really that interesting is going on today. Trevor has to work 9am-11pm today...GRR. I have to go up to big boys sometime today to get my work papers and shit like that. I've been puttin that off for a couple of days. Last night Trev and i hung out with Kellon, Michelle, Brady and Courtney...we all went to Olive Garden, then to the ice cream place in the mall then back to Brady's house where we played Scattergories....good times! Brady's fish died so we gave it a lil ceremony and flushed him...haha. The beta fish ate out its eyes...it was sick. Welp, i think im gunna get offline upstairs so i dont tie up the phone line in case someone important is going to call...but prolly not. XOXO Jen &comment

A little less sixteen candles and a little more "touch me" [ Sunday July 3rd 2005 @ 8:55pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | FallOutBoy ] I'm kind of bored right now. Jus waiting for Trevor to get outta work at 11 or whatever so we can go up to his property and camp. Kind of stupid to go up at 11 and get there after mid-night...we'll pretty much chill for a little bit then go to sleep...but he wants me to go so im going...! Tomorrow should be a good day tho...i dont know how long we will be staying up at the property...but Trev and i are gunna go to the fireworks in St.Clair..then who knows what. I did absolutly nothing today. Yesterday i went to the family party thing and didnt get home till almost mid-night so Trev and i jus went to taco bell and saw weaver, shawn, and andrew in the drive thru...then we jus chilled at my house till almost 2:30 when i kicked him out cuz i was frickin tired. I woke up today at noon...talked to trev for like a whole 10 mins then went back to sleep til 6ish...and then my dad woke me up saying..."your not going to sleep all day and party all night!"...ahaha that was funny. I can't believe i slept that much tho...i wasnt even that tired at noon. Oh well.... I can't wait til i get my first paycheck from big boys...cuz i need to pay some people back. Trev and i are celebrating the fact that i got a job..haha...so we're gunna go out to dinner sometime soon and maybe go see a movie or something...muahaha! I wanna go shopping so bad. I know Stephanie wants me to go with her this week, cuz sh's getting her paycheck from the Inn. So i'm def gunna go with her. And hopefully my mom will give me a few bucks to get some khacki's for work so i dont have to wear black pants all the time. I need to save my money. So im listening to the new FallOutBoy c.d. right now...well i guess its not that new...but their newest album...pretty good. I ahvent really given it a chance...cuz i like the old one so much. I gotta burn my FallOutBoy c.d.s for Steph and Rhyan still...but Rhyan never talks to me anymore :( so  dunno whats going on with that. i wish he would just tell me...ya know? I know he saw Lyndsay walking with Kelly one night...so i know he's not dead or anything. I jus find it wierd that he would just stop talking or writing e-mails to me without any notice of him not wanting to be friends with me now or whatever. I'm sure Lisa has something to do with it....i wanna just let it go but i cant. Not a day goes by that i dont wonder about it. So Rhyan if you read this...then jus lemme know whats up...lol cuz it seriously is buggin the crap outta me. I even left you a message on your answering machine at work...i just dont want to lose you as a friend...and i know we've been through so much but yeah..haha i dont know what else to say about it. I wanna write more but i dont know who reads this...! Hmm...i just dont know what to do anymore... Only 2 more hours of waiting... My dads surgery is on July 28th...had to make it after his golf tournament of course. My mom wants me to go with her i think...but i really dont want to. I dont think my dad wants alot of people there. I wont be able to see him anyways. I have no idea how long he will be in the hospital for. Only 2 days i think....unless they keep him longer for some reason. Hopefully he will recover soon from his surgery so he will be feeling okay for Laura's wedding in September...im really looking forward to that. I still have to find a hott outfit to wear....this shall be fun! I dont even know if i'm allowed to bring a date or not, cuz we have to stay in a hotel afterwards cuz its on the other side of the state..not sure where..maybe Kalamazoo or something.  If i cant then it's totally cool cuz im sure there will be plenty of hot guys there that are cousins of Travis...and if they look like him then...yay! Haha...j/k..lol Welp, i think im going to go clean my room and perhaps take the dog on a walk?!?! xoxo -Jen- 1 &comment

Baby your all that i want... [ Friday July 1st 2005 @ 5:28pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Respect...lmao ] .::. Nothing can change what you mean to me .::. Woohoo no cheerleading for a whole week! It's been a pretty interesting week. Last friday trev and i went to Will's cuz he was having ppl over...and of course i was the only girl..go figure..then we stayed the night at Nic's...great time *wink*wink*!!! Then Saturday was Trev's grad party....long dayy, then we went to Shawn's for a bon fire or whatever...but Trev and i left at like 11:30, and im sure you can all guess why. I forgot what happend monday..but tuesday i had an interview at big boys...hopefully i get the job, i actually find out tonight if i do..he said he'd call. Wednesday i went to Cedar Point!!! With stacey and her youth group. Stace and i jus went off by ourselves tho. It was so awesome. We went on the top thrill dragster right after it rained...and they didnt even test run it or anything so we were the first ppl on it...and we went up...and then came back down! It didnt go over!! That was some scary shit...and like the water was like sitting in the middle of the air cuz of the "negative g forces" lmao. Crazy shit...! Yeah umm then thursday i went to my doctors appointment...that was pretty fun..not. I waited an hour and a half for my damn appointment...that made me mad. Then Trevor and i hung out the rest of the night. And today ive done absolutly nothing at all. When trev gets outta work we're gunna go up to his property tho...i think. Welp im out xoxo -Jen- &comment

[ Wednesday June 22nd 2005 @ 3:15pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | you'll find better love....la la la la ] Well hasn't it just been such a lovely summer so far...lol. Yesterday was a pretty good day at cheerleading...we only had to run 2 laps around the school..yay! Trevor and i went to the beach for a lil bit...then did some other scandelous stuff...hehehe. He had to go to work...so i helped my mom with some stuff for my cousin's bridal shower that i cant even go to..boo for that. Cheerleading always gets in the way of everything. I'm going to miss a wedding and Trevor's birthday all cuz of gay BEAST camp....i HATE  camp so much. Oh well. The pistons game was awesome last night tho...yayness!! Haha. I was so friggin tired when i woke up this morning...i was walking out to my truck and all i wanted to do was go back inside and lay in my bed...ahh. But practice wasnt that bad tho. I really want to be in a stunt group with Leah, Lindsey and Jacki...that would be so great...i know nothing is permanent right now but that would jus be plain awesome cuz we would kick ass. I've officially done nothing all day today. i came home after cheer practice and took a shower then went back to sleep til Michelle called me at like 12:30. Then i cleaned my room...sort of and now im writing in this wonderful thing. I'm actually going to youth group tongiht for the first time in like forever. That should be pretty exciting. But it will probably be really weird since i havent seen or talked to any of those people in forever. It will be nice to become good friends with them tho. Last summer was awesome...many good times. I cant wait for cedar point next week!!! I'm out... -Jen &comment

[ Monday June 20th 2005 @ 2:29pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | please remember me....la la la l ] .::.Take my photo off the wall if it just wont sing for you.::. AHAHAHA...and life just keeps getting better....?!?! sort of Well today has just been such a lovely day...not. I had to wake up this morning at 6:45...blahh and go to cheer practice. Yep the summer has officially started. So at practice we ran almost like 3 miles today. It was craziness. We only had to run twice around the old middle school, but then coach found 5 girls on our team with their belly button rings in, so she made us run 5 more times around. Oh well...its prolly better that i run so i dont get fat. I really wanted to jump in the river with Ryan and ppl from MC today, but he wasnt home when i called...his mom said he was somewhere in St.Clair??? Lol...so i called Stace to see if she wanted to go to the beach but she already made plans with Erin to play tennis at 2 so she couldnt. So i just layed outside for a little bit...then it got really hott so i came inside and i was gunna go blading out to East China park but then Trevor called...he wanted me to go over to his house..but he was power washing..and i didnt feel like watching him power wash..haha. I think he's mad cuz he hung up on me...and he said he wasnt gunna call after he got outta work....so i guess that means i can hang out with whoever tonight! Even though id rather hang out with him but whatever. He'll prolly end up calling anyways. I called Rhyan after that...and of course he wasnt at his desk or whatever. I really hope that kid didnt die or something. He hasn't e-mailed or called me back in like a month. Perhaps he went away on business. Or maybe he's mad cuz i havent given him his birthday present yet...lol. It's a pretty awesome present too...muahaha. Hmm i really dont know what else top write about so i guess ill just do a survey, then perhaps ill go to the tennis courts and see if Stacey and Erin are still there.   F I R S T First best friend: Stacey Roznowski First break-up: umm...haha..no comment First screen name:  JennyBean0182 Self-purchased album:  i forget First funeral: Great Grandpa Brandenburg First pets: Marcie....my poodle...lmao First piercing/tattoo: ears L A S T S Last car ride: this morning on the way home from cheer practice...ugh Last good cry: saturday perhaps Last movie seen: White noise Last beverage drank:  Water Last food consumed: Grilled Cheese Last phone call: Trevor jus called...he's being pissy :) Last time showered: today after practice Last shoes worn: cheer shoes Last item bought: a taco at taco bell..im too poor to buy more than one Last annoyance: my sister...i was trying to sleep and she was standing in my bedroom window waiting for Holly to pick her up and talking to Amanda on the phone...grr Last time wanting to die: umm who knows S P E C I F I C S Do you do drugs?: Nope What kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantene Pro-V What are you most scared of?:  Drowning...dieing What are you listening to right now?: some mixed cd lynds has Where do you want to get married?:  on the beach...idk..lol How many buddies are online right now?: 61 F A V O R I T E S Color:  Green and blue Food:  Quesedillas Boy name: Hayden...hahaa like i know Girl name: McKenzie ^ Subjects in school:  nothing...i hated school this year Abbreviation: brb Animals: who cares Sports: ill just say football since some people dont consider cheer a sport....blahh Perfume:  Chanel or DKNY H A V E Y O U E V E R Given anyone a bath?:  yeap Smoked?: yes Bungee jumped?: no, but i want to Made yourself throw up?:  yeah Skinny dipped?: uh huh Ever been in love?:  i dont think so Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:  of course...who hasnt Cried when someone died?:  yeap Been rejected?:  sure Rejected someone?:  yeahh Done something you regret?:  most def. L A S T P E R S O N You touched: haah idk..my sister Hugged:  trevor You IMed: stacey goff IMed you: brianna Called you:  trevor You called:  trevor Bought you flowers:  trevor...lol W H O D O Y O U W A N N A Kill: no one... Slap: no comment W H I C H I S B E T T E R Coke or Pepsi:  pepsi Flowers or candy: flowers... Tall or short:  tall R A N D O M In the morning I am: tired All I need is: a little TCF bank...isnt that a commercial or something? Love is: wonderful I dream about:  you What do you notice first: umm not sure Last person you danced with: trevor Makes you smile: guess... Who has a crush on you:  trevor im hoping...lol D O Y O U E V E R Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no..lol Wish you were younger:  no, these are spose to be some of the best years of your life N U M B E R Of times I have had my heart broken:  2ish Of hearts I have broken: 2 that i know of Of guys I've kissed:  5ish Of girls I've kissed: none Of continents I have lived in:  1 Of tight friends:  5...maybe? Of CD's I own: alot Of scars on body: 6 Now wasnt that just lovely?!?! Lol   &comment

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